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Story of Gurus and Sufis

This was the second book I wrote after Hand to Mouth to India. It was scribbled on notepads in Nepal, Turkey, Israel and more or less completed in England. It was my first attempt at something like creative writing though almost everything in the book actually happened - I just didn't have all the facts at hand and so had to dramatize snippets of stories as i imagined they might have been.

In many ways I bit off far more than i could chew trying to write the life stories of men over 30 years older than me. How could Ipossibly understand the meaning of a lifetime when I was only 22 years old? A lot is to be desired too in the writing style. I was still too enamored with flowery prose and spiritual cliches to tell a good story. Still, having said that the tale itself is a good one and it deserved to be told; the life stories it describes were truly exceptional and even if Itell them in a somewhat idealized form at times it should still hold interest.

This is the tale of two men in the East. I met them both on my first trip to India I met them when i was 18.They didn't seem in the least surprised to see me turn up, eager and naive, absorbing all their stories like a sponge. Hell, I was probably the only person to bother listening in years. I took everything in without question while I had the chance and only through the years have I begun to pick out what works for me.

The first guy lived on a few bananas a day in a cave in the Himalayas for seven years. Then he inherited big time and became a playboy in Bangkok. The second was a Sufi in Morocco before leaving for Thailand where he swam 5km out to sea every day, even in the middle of thunderstorms.

Click on the links to read the book:

  Chapter 1 Pattya Beach, Thailand   Chapter 2 LSD in San Francisco
  Chapter 3 Swimming out to Sea, Thailand   Chapter 4 Sex on LSD, San Francisco
  Chapter 5 Trip to Singapore   Chapter 6 The Guru Game, the Himalayas, India
  Chapter 7 Sick in San Francisco   Chapter 8 A Trip Too Far, San Francisco
  Chapter 9 Cold on the Beach, Thailand   Chapter 10 Trips in France
  Chapter 11 Master in the Himalayas, India   Chapter 12 Storms and the Sea, Thailand
  Chapter 13 Dreams of Sufis and 1001 Nights   Chapter 14 Sadhu in India
  Chapter 15 Welcome to Morocco (and Islam)   Chapter 16 Death of a Sadhu, India
  Chapter 17 Hashish and Sufism in Morocco   Chapter 18 Meditation in India
  Chapter 19 Drug Smuggling in Morocco   Chapter 20 Leaving India
  Chapter 21 Katmandu, Nepal   Chapter 22 Bangkok to American and back
  Chapter 23 Stoned Writer in Thailand   Chapter 24 Sufi Dance in Thailand
  Chapter 25 A Thai Wife   Chapter 26 Acid and Gurus in Goa

 


I wrote this book first of all as an account of my experiences with these strange old guys but, after I sneaked out of India on a fake visa, my manuscript tucked under my arm, I arrived in Katmandu and realized it was a piece of shit. Neither of these two characters really fit very well on the page as they climbed into the quiet eccentricity of their 50's. So I changed tack and desperately tried to recreate what i imagined their lives had been like. I fought with my pen through vicious cafe afternoons, miserable and tense with the pressure of my task until I virtually decided to give up writing.


Finally it came together though I'm not sure the portraits even resemble them any more. Reality seems to be as subjective as anything so in this book you meet them only as I saw them. The story spans over thirty years of their absurd lives on the fast track to self-realization. Neither of them got there yet but they definitely tried harder than most. Much of it may seem hopelessly self-indulgent or even immoral - in which case please first remove the planks from your own eyes. The protagonists never felt the need to answer to anyone but themselves and that seems to me one of the core attributes of freedom.

The author makes a brief appearance towards the end of the book. He just couldn't help but get in on the act, if only for a few pages.

 

 


 
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